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Sunday, July 24, 2022
Thursday, July 7, 2022
Friday, May 27, 2022
Feminine And Non Feminine Interests
Difference between feminine interests and non feminine interest:
Feminine interest
https://thelogicalindian.com/my-story/kalyani-rohit-mental-health-35739 An interest in stories about people that involve pain, not, anger, romance etc.
Not feminine interest:
https://neurosciencenews.com/parkinsons-biomarker-20673/ This news item has no story about emotions. This is about facts. Even articles are about emotions, how hormones regulate emotions would not be of feminine interest.
Sunday, May 22, 2022
Saturday, May 21, 2022
Thursday, May 5, 2022
Inguinal Lymph Nodes
- https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lymphatic_system
- https://www.google.com/search?q=+lymph+nodes+groin+pain&client=ms-android-motorola-rvo3&sxsrf=ALiCzsZfOUpGM4aYPJzKA2b4n_TidUrYCA%3A1651769405451&ei=PQB0YpOYG6eO4-EPjquhkAY&oq=+lymph+nodes+groin+pain&gs_lcp=ChNtb2JpbGUtZ3dzLXdpei1zZXJwEAMyBQgAEIAEMgUIABCABDIFCAAQgAQyBggAEBYQHjIGCAAQFhAeMgYIABAWEB4yBggAEBYQHjIFCCEQoAE6BAgjECc6BAgAEEM6BggAEAcQHjoFCAAQkQI6CAgAELEDEJECOgoIABCRAhBGEP8BOgcIABCxAxBDOgQIABANOgYIABANEB5KBAhBGABQ5hpYg2lg4nNoAXABeACAAegBiAGWCZIBBTAuNS4ymAEAoAEBwAEB&sclient=mobile-gws-wiz-serp
Sunday, December 26, 2021
Progression Dementia Parkinson's
This post has no content created by me. It's a bunch of quotes from links I collected.
The following is the Google search results for the words in the blog heading
These are the some of the interesting links and excerpts.
Can a patient’s ability to make decisions in the last days of life be impaired and how is this managed?
In a North American study of 47 carers of idiopathic PD patients in the last months of life most described the goal of care as comfort, and almost half “of the patients were described as unable to make any decisions in the last month of life.” "
https://www.verywellhealth.com/end-stage-parkinson-s-disease-hospice-criteria-5205423
- "Significant speech changes: Patients may have a very soft voice and experience speech freezing (when they cannot get their words out).
- Increased fall risk: Patients are at an increased risk of falling from a combination of poor balance, severe stiffness, and orthostatic hypotension (low blood pressure when changing positions).
- Severe dysphagia: Difficulty swallowing can lead to weight loss, malnutrition, dehydration, and a lung infection called aspiration pneumonia.
- To clarify, rapid disease progression means that patients are bedridden, have unintelligible speech, require a pureed diet, and/or need major assistance with activities of daily living (ADLs). All of these symptoms or circumstances are common in end-stage PD.
- "A critical nutrition impairment is common in end-stage PD and means that patients are:
- Unable to maintain sufficient fluid/calorie intake
- Continue to lose weight
- Experience dehydration
- Refuse artificial feeding methods
https://www.webmd.com/parkinsons-disease/guide/drug-treatments
"Like the newly reported study, patients who were older when their Parkinson’s disease was diagnosed had a greater risk for early death."
https://www.nia.nih.gov/health/end-life-care-people-dementia
Support for Dementia Caregivers at the End of Life
Caring for people with Alzheimer’s or other dementias at home can be demanding and stressful for the family caregiver. Depression is a problem for some family caregivers, as is fatigue, because many feel they are always on call. Family caregivers may have to cut back on work hours or leave work altogether because of their caregiving responsibilities.
Many family members taking care of a person with advanced dementia at home feel relief when death happens—for themselves and for the person who died. It is important to realize such feelings are normal.
https://parkinsonsdisease.net/basics/stages
Stage four of Parkinson’s disease
In stage four, PD has progressed to a severely disabling disease. Patients with stage four PD may be able to walk and stand unassisted, but they are noticeably incapacitated. Many use a walker to help them.
At this stage, the patient is unable to live an independent life and needs assistance with some activities of daily living. The necessity for help with daily living defines this stage. If the patient is still able to live alone, it is still defined as stage three.
Stage five of Parkinson’s disease
Stage five is the most advanced and is characterized by an inability to rise from a chair or get out of bed without help, they may have a tendency to fall when standing or turning, and they may freeze or stumble when walking.
Around-the-clock assistance is required at this stage to reduce the risk of falling and help the patient with all daily activities. At stage five, the patient may also experience hallucinations or delusions.
While the symptoms worsen over time, it is worth noting that some patients with PD never reach stage five. Also, the length of time to progress through the different stages varies from individual to individual. Not all the symptoms may occur in one individual either. For example, one person may have a tremor but balance remains intact. In addition, there are treatments available that can help at every stage of the disease. However, the earlier the diagnosis, and the earlier the stage at which the disease is diagnosed, the more effective the treatment is at alleviating symptoms.
https://www.compassus.com/for-caregivers/end-of-life-signs-the-final-days-and-hours nice suggestions
https://www.healthline.com/health/parkinsons/stages#stage-4
What is Parkinson’s disease?
Parkinson’s disease (Parkinsonism) is marked by the presence of certain recognizable symptoms. These include uncontrollable shaking or tremor, lack of coordination, and speaking difficulties. However, symptoms vary and may worsen as the disease progresses.
The main symptoms of Parkinson’s include:
- uncontrollable shaking and tremors
- slowed movement (bradykinesia)
- balance difficulties and eventual problems standing up
- stiffness in limbs
Many doctors who diagnose this brain disorder rely on the Hoehn and Yahr rating scale to classify the severity of symptoms. The scale is broken into five stages based on disease progression. The five stages help doctors evaluate how far the disease has advanced.
Stage 1
Stage 1 is the mildest form of Parkinson’s. At this stage, there may be symptoms, but they’re not severe enough to interfere with daily tasks and overall lifestyle. In fact, the symptoms are so minimal at this stage that they’re often missed. But family and friends may notice changes in your posture, walk, or facial expressions.
A distinct symptom of stage 1 Parkinson’s is that tremors and other difficulties in movement are generally exclusive to one side of the body. Prescribed medications can work effectively to minimize and reduce symptoms at this stage.
Stage 2
Stage 2 is considered a moderate form of Parkinson’s, and the symptoms are much more noticeable than those experienced in stage 1. Stiffness, tremors, and trembling may be more noticeable, and changes in facial expressions can occur.
While muscle stiffness prolongs task completion, stage 2 does not impair balance. Difficulties walking may develop or increase, and the person’s posture may start to change.
People at this stage feel symptoms on both sides of the body (though one side may only be minimally affected) and sometimes experience speech difficulties.
The majority of people with stage 2 Parkinson’s can still live alone, though they may find that some tasks take longer to complete. The progression from stage 1 to stage 2 can take months or even years. And there is no way to predict individual progression.
Stage 3
Stage 3 is the middle stage in Parkinson’s, and it marks a major turning point in the progression of the disease. Many of the symptoms are the same as those in stage 2. However, you’re now more likely to experience loss of balance and decreased reflexes. Your movements become slower overall. This is why falls become more common in stage 3.
Parkinson’s significantly affects daily tasks at this stage, but people are still able to complete them. Medication combined with occupational therapy may help decrease symptoms.
Stage 4
Independence separates people with stage 3 Parkinson’s from those with stage 4. During stage 4, it’s possible to stand without assistance. However, movement may require a walker or other type of assistive device.
Many people are unable to live alone at this stage of Parkinson’s because of significant decreases in movement and reaction times. Living alone at stage 4 or later may make many daily tasks impossible, and it can be dangerous.
Stage 5
Stage 5 is the most advanced stage of Parkinson’s disease. Advanced stiffness in the legs can also cause freezing upon standing, making it impossible to stand or walk. People in this stage require wheelchairs, and they’re often unable to stand on their own without falling. Around-the-clock assistance is required to prevent falls.
Up to 50 percent of people at stages 4 and 5 experience confusion, hallucinations, and delusions. Hallucinations occur when you see things that aren’t there. Delusions happen when you believe things that aren’t true, even when you have been presented with evidence that your belief is wrong.
Dementia is also common, affecting between 50 and 80 percent of people with Parkinson’s, according to the Alzheimer’s Association.
"Signs of late-stage dementia
Some symptoms of later-stage dementia can suggest the person is reaching the final stage of their condition. These include:
- speech limited to single words or phrases that may not make sense
- having a limited understanding of what is being said to them
- needing help with most everyday activities
- eating less and having difficulties swallowing
- bowel and bladder incontinence
- being unable to walk or stand, problems sitting up and becoming bed-bound.
If a person with dementia has most or all of these symptoms, they are probably nearing the end of their life. They may have other problems such as being very frail, having infections that keep coming back, or pressure ulcers (bedsores).
Signs of the dying process
As someone’s condition gets worse and they are within a few days or hours of dying, further changes are common. The person may:
- deteriorate more quickly than before
- lose consciousness
- be unable to swallow
- become agitated or restless
- develop an irregular breathing pattern
- have a chesty or rattly sound to their breathing
- have cold hands and feet.
These changes are part of the dying process when the person is often unaware of what is happening.
https://www.medicalnewstoday.com/articles/320794#after-death
Additional reading
- https://www.verywellhealth.com/movies-about-dementia-and-alzheimers-disease-97664
- Caregivers: Don’t Forget to Care for Yourself
- https://neurosciencenews.com/dementia-blueberries-20562/
- https://neurosciencenews.com/parkinsons-biomarker-20673/ Marker to detect Parkinson's
- https://neurosciencenews.com/aging-depression-21228/
- https://wapo.st/3FtxS3b: Relief at the end
- https://wapo.st/3F8CYkh: Walking reduces possibility of dementia
Saturday, September 18, 2021
Anna And Airtel
Today I received this message from Airtel, an internet and telephony service provider.
Hi, due to a technical issue at our end, your mobile services may temporarily get affected in Adyar. This is not the experience we want you to have. Rest assured, we are on the job to rectify the issue at the earliest - Team Airtel.
I was surprised. And somehow taken back few years down the memory lane when I used to teach fifth graders. There used to be a girl in the class whose milk teeth had fallen and the new ones hadn't yet come back, though she was in the 5th grade. Of course, the curiosity in me got the better of me and I used to ask the girl (in front of the whole class) when she plans to get her teeth back. One day she responded to me thus:
My father said it might take a looong time for my teeth to grow back and that you (meaning I) should just be patient and not inquire about my teeth frequently.
It sounded eerily like the message I got today.
Hi, due to a technical issue at our end, your teeth may not grow temporarily. Rest assured, we are on the job to rectify the issue at the earliest - Team Toothfairy.
Both Airtel and Anna found a way to shut me up by just acknowledging their problem but without a specific date commitment.
Sunday, May 16, 2021
Women And Pain Are Synonymous
I read this article and I was like wowow.
https://www.washingtonpost.com/health/women-and-pain/2021/05/14/
This was my formula.
"For the same amount of issue women feel/express more pain than men."
Actually my formula is more comprehensive.
There are two kinds of pain
One is the pain you feel when someone hits you with a rod or a bus hits you resulting in immense physical pain. This is involuntary.
There is a second pain which is calculated, processed, thought about and then expressed.
"If this, this, and this happened, (which did to me), then I must be feeling a lot of pain. Go ahead and express it.
Aaah aaaaaaah OMG ayyo."
This is a quote from https://www.theguardian.com/society/2021/may/26/hundreds-uk-women-demand-formal-apology-forced-adoptions?CMP=Share_AndroidApp_Other -
“I was never asked whether I wanted to go ahead with the adoption. It was a fait accompli.” She became pregnant in 1967 at the age of 16. Her baby Liam was taken from her nine days after she gave birth. “I was expected to just go on with my life as though nothing had happened … I’m certain it has had an impact on my life. There’s a cycle of grief and anger. A kind of melancholy is always there in the back of your mind.”
The part in italics (italicized by me) comes rather close to what I am talking about. A pain that isn't intrinsic but thought about processed and then created.
The lady's feelings are interesting by the way. She gets pregnant at the age of 16 or 17, she expected to be asked whether she wanted to give up her baby for adoption. And if she had said no to the request, then how would she plan to bring up her child? Did she think through the problem?
Is this how this kind of a pain happens?
"I am not feeling good. I, hence, must be in pain. So, someone else must have done something wrong."
Additional reading
- https://vbala99.blogspot.com/2021/05/high-fi-enf.html
- News18: New Zealand Cricketer Tim Seifert Breaks Down in Tears While Recounting His Covid-19 Ordeal in India. - A good example of feminine behaviour with exaggerated emotions
- https://www.theguardian.com/australia-news/2021/jun/28/sufferers-of-chronic-pain-have-long-been-told-its-all-in-their-head-we-now-know-thats-wrong?utm_source=eml&utm_medium=emlf&utm_campaign=MK_SU_SOINewsletterCanvas&utm_term=Email_RC_ROW&utm_content=variantA
Thursday, March 25, 2021
One Year Of Covid
It's been a year since we have had this pernicious virus in our lives. At the end of the year, since last March when India was locked down, I wanted to see what I had done - a kind of self appraisal. A friend of mine asked me this question: what was I upto. And I couldn't give him any answer, I was blank.
I discussed this with another friend and she helped me put things in perspective. I take care of my elderly mother with a maid and a nurse. Household chores including cooking, getting groceries, getting medical supplies including diapers were difficult in the months of April and May 2000. We were just getting acquainted with "social distancing", shops were open only for a few hours each day, Amazon wasn't delivering.
My friend helped me realise that I had managed my 2 households fairly well never running out of stocks (well I did almost run out of shorts for myself but then another friend helped me in the nick of time), never missing salary payments to my household help.
Then I helped a friend prepare for her MRCS exam - the exam, conducted by UK, tests proficiency in candidate's knowledge of surgery. My friend passed the test in her first attempt.
My mother had had her wrist fractured last year and I had to figure out whether to go for surgery in the middle of Covid or resort to plaster of paris. Half the orthopaedic surgeons suggested the former, half the latter. I got my mother through this predicament and her fracture is now healed (thanks specially to my surgeon friend and another neighbour who is an orthopaedic surgeon).
I managed these in times when people were getting infected, hospitalized around me and when couple of relatives died.
And I made some money along the way despite not having a job, despite having plenty of expenditure each month.
Looking back, I see that it wasn't a bad performance.
Thursday, October 15, 2020
Too Little Sense And Too Much Maturity
Recently I came across a nurse who forgot to give me prior intimation that we were running out of diapers. She just informed me on the last day that there were no more diapers.
I was aghast. What is this? I gave her a lecture about how important it was to inform me up front that something was going to get over so that I have time to procure it. And that she was not to intimate me after we ran out of something.
She was sweet. She kept nodding and accepted that it was her fault. She was smiling. There was no shock nor guilt in her face.
I finally asked her how we would manage that day without diaper (we did have another kind of diaper but we needed the kind that we had run out of).
She said it was ok, we will manage. I asked her how. What she meant was the patient will suffer / manage.
Is this the meaning of grace under pressure with absolutely no sense?
Is this what we learn under the guise of grace and maturity - to be sweet, soft and clueless? Is this EQ?
Most of the these girls don't have a clue about prevention of the problem in future once a problem has been identified. They also hate to tell the caretaker about the presence of an actual problem or the possibility of a problem.
How can they do a good job if they hate to convey bad news?
What is this kind of character?
Monday, August 10, 2020
Putting A Diaper

Thursday, April 2, 2020
Religion, Negotiation vs Nature
There was an article in New York Times on Apr 6, 2020 along similar lines: Autocrats’ Dilemma: You Can’t Arrest a Virus
Monday, March 30, 2020
Corona Exposed Us
Additional reading:
Friday, March 27, 2020
Coronavirus Statistics
Sunday, March 22, 2020
China - Thought Leader
An Indonesian airline flying that aircraft crashed killing everyone in it in Oct 2018. While everyone was scrambling to locate the CVR (Cockpit Voice Recorder) and decode the information, in March 2019 an Ethiopian airlines flying the same Boeing 737 Max aircraft crashed killing everyone in board.
Tuesday, March 17, 2020
Corona Pyaar Hai
Monday, January 27, 2020
Speaking Out Aloud
Thursday, September 12, 2019
Value Of Labor
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